An ending; a start.

I have left the First Church of Satan. My beliefs have moved too far away from those of the FCoS, and even though it is an open group, I feel it is time to move on. I'm alone now, alone with my Father and the All. I will use this time wisely to learn about myself and the occult arts. Looking back, there's so much that has changed in me the last year. I think it's all for the better. A cat will always enjoy company, but does not need a pack; so is also the Satanist. Individualists, freethinkers, that's what we are. Just your common, friendly neighbour devil worshippers. On a more serious note, I think this is very valuable within the community. 
We get to learn from each other.

To me, there's just one question. Where do I go now? I cannot tell the answer of that question. I don't know. As it seems today, I will remain one of those lone wolves prowling around in the night, howling at the moon. There are no other Satanists like me in my country that I know of; there aren't many of us in Europe at all. I'd have a quick guess at max. 500 (which I think sounds very unlikely).

I have thought about setting up a web resource about traditional Satanism in Norwegian. Perhaps I will, perhaps I won't. In the end it all boils down to "doin' what comes natur'ly", I think.

Sincerely,
Selene